I hate my physiology...

[jsbowden]

I haven't posted in a while, but hey, my life is pretty boring if you're not me, and since y'all aren't, I try not to inflict that on you.

I am...odd. Those of you who know me know this. Jamie is not a normal person. I have the meds to prove it. Said meds are the problem.

I asked my neurologist to up my dose just before Christmas, because I was not feeling entirely in control. He agreed, and I started on a higher dose a couple days later.

Man, that was a bad idea.

It killed my physical endurance and pretty much flattened me out as a person you might have to interact with.

I've cut my dosage way back on my own, and holy shit, I can take class again and not feel like I'm going to drop dead at the end of it. I can also hold a conversation again.

I'm also irritable and angry at nothing.

Fuck you and your broken chemistry, brain.

All you normal people out there? I just want you to know that I hate you all.

Comments

[jsbowden.livejournal.com]

The med I'm on works, just not as well as it did when I started it. Upping the dose, as you can see, is a cure worse than the disease.

[selki.livejournal.com]

Any way to up it by less? Lower dose pill (or whatever) one day, slightly higher dose the next?